It has been a shocker of a week. I weighed in on two separate days ( yes yes I know but remember I had been without scales for awhile with the move) Anyway day one says I stayed the same and day two said I had put on a kilo????? I am absolutely over the problems with my body at the moment. So finally I have gotten off my arse and made an appointment with the Doctor for Wednesday morning to find out WTF is going on. OH is away on a course and I have not stopped thinking about food. My entire day has been spent with random minutes that are not taken up with what I can eat next. I have never experienced anything like this and it is driving me nuts. I have decided to have pizza for tea tonight and get it OUT OF MY SYSTEM!!!! I was lying in bed ( pictured) and could not stop thinking about Pizza???
Part of me has not been on the computer this last few days because I feel like such a failure. Of course the other part has not been on as the phone lines were down here in Metropolis....AGAIN.
Funny thing? I feel once I get the report from the Doctors I will be able to cope with everything better. I just hope I have not rambled on to much and made a teeny bit of sense.
2 comments:
Hi Sweetie!!
You are not a failure and you are doing great.
Maybe you just feel a little lost because of everything going on at the moment. I will be thinking of you tomorrow hunni, and I hope everything goes well with the doc.
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE let me know how you go - I'm worried about you atm...maybe there's a lil Bella in that tummy of yours - after all, craving pizza and all ?? hehe
I'm just kidding - GOD i can see the look on your face now, ready to ring my neck lol...
I really hope you feel better tomorrow after your visit to the doc, as you said you can then get back on track. It will be much easier then.
Thinking of you heaps - and was awesome to talk to you today. Have missed our chats.
Take care,
♥♥
Maaatteeeeee
Thinking of you hon.
Please do not call yourself a failure because you havn't failed!!!!!!
Hope the doc has the answers for you vino bud and then you can start afresh.
Luv Anne xxxxxxx
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