Oh boy what a week! Not good things just annoying things. I went for a job and about 30 minutes after i sent the application via email I get another email telling me the position is filled. Ok on to the next one - dont go to the fridge/pantry and eat. Go for the next one - walked to drop off the resume - thanks but no thanks...sigh. Still I was ok then today for some bizzare reason I ate M & M's. I dont normally even eat chocolate????They were Xmas M&M's that had been in the bloody freezer since - well Xmas!!!! No idea why I ate them but I did and then felt like absolute SHIT for the rest of the day.
So back to trying to be positive - Right ...yes...POSITIVE! I contacted Tafe and they dont actually have a campus here in Metropolis so I have to study from home. ARGGHHHHHHHHH! I deal with awful people in business here every single day and it makes me want to scream with rage and frustration as I KNOW I could do a better job! ( Does that sound bigheaded????Not meant to be) Anyway to top of the whole entire week of stupid niggly little annoying things - I actually had an argument with OH and we never argue AT ALL. I walked out of the house after losing my temper which is sooooo unlike me as I am a placid person. I stopped losing my temper years ago when I realised how self destructive it was......I understand I may be a bit fragile and I am trying really hard not to be.THEN the topper - I weighed in and it said I had lost only .1 so stupid me jumped off and on again and then it said I had PUT ON .2????
I think I need to consume a few decent bottles of BB Crouchon and just be a vegetable for at least one night!
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